feelign like a freaking fish

gaaaah!. thats all i have to say.......GAHH!
Life is so crazy right now, between trying to make new freinds, being stressed over highschool, suddenly becoming part of the band cult, and being utterly confused about old freinds......i just dont' even know for sure anymore. Thankfully, it seems im not the only one feeling liek this. Perhaps its the curse of first freshman week. Maybe they call usfish for that reason. We've always thought of ourselves as great individuals with strong identities and freinds and such, floating down a wonderful river. Now we're in the ocean full of other fishjust like us, and suddenly our security blankets...our "identities" fall out from underneath us. We cling onto old aquatances and practices, desperatly wishing our juvenile allusions were still with us. all we have for support are other fish , who we're wary of, and are wary of us too. What can we do to stop from falling into the cold depths beneath us? Currently, my only solution is to grin and bear and blog it all. -.-