Dreams

I wish...I wish....we, as people, seem to say that a lot. Some people seem to think my life's perfect- or maybe even that I'm perfect- but they're quite wrong. Not that I'm complaining, I don't think I'd trade lives with anyone I know- at least not too many people.

In my dream world, I'm way skinnier, mikey mikington isn't moving and even likes me. I'm not so socially awkward, people see me differently. I don't have these crazy mood swings and nervy Bs and insecurities and depression. I take more risks, relax more and am overall more centered and at peace. I have a bf and my life is more exciting. My friends aren't all better than me and are more willing an ready to take action and not just dream (no i'm not a complete hypocrite- I've taken quite a few actions this summer).

The great thing is that some of these wishes and dreams may come true when I go to camp at Duke campus. I hope I'm not getting my hopes up, but this should be a chance to reinvent myself and meet a variety of new people. I'm gonna take another leap and hope I don't fall!

~K